Then I go home as well as assume worse about myself as I sit by my a/c unit trying to cool down
I’ve been feeling very down and out lately, some of it is due to dust sensitivities as well as some is due to well, just the perils of life itself… I know this frigid has easily sapped my energy, as well as just the idea that I have been all on my own for over a year now after a terrible breakup with my ex has been eating away at me. I’ve had many chances of meeting ladies but I seem to shrink away from saying anything to them. This has been a usual theme in my life for reasons that I can’t understand. Some boys just have the gift of gab, such as my heating rep, who can basically walk up to any hot girl as well as start up a conversion about Heating as well as A/C repairs without batting an eyelash. I, on the other hand, always overthink things until I talk myself right out of talking to people. Then I go home as well as assume worse about myself as I sit by my a/c unit trying to cool down. I know you learn this kind of stuff when you are younger, however at nearly 55 years of age I don’t know if I have it in me any more to learn the skills, and working for the cooling supplier gets me talking to people, however usually they are dudes who come in to work on their a/cs as well as heating systems as well as not any ladies that are in my league. I will try it today as well as try to talk with a stranger when I go for my bike ride alongside the beach. My HEPA filter salesman friend told me to try it out in baby steps.